Day 309

It is the weekend every weekend it looks forward to being tied, gagged and left for a few hours to contemplate its position in the world.
it doesn't always get that in fact it rarely does, there are always tasks that need attending to and work that needs to be finished.
it can ask for time bound and gagged in isolation. but as it knows all too well that isn't its choice.
But it lives in hope that at least one weekend in the near future it will be left, bound, gagged, blindfolded, nappied and alone left for hours on end. perhaps even used for Owners pleasure at some point. may be one weekend.

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