Day 300
this is the blog of a gimp, someone who has given it's life to provide enjoyment to others. it wants to share its life and feelings with others it will journal what happens here, not daily or even weekly but regularly it will post.
it has spent the last 20 years or more using chastity on and off, not because it was a bit of fun or to test its resolve, but because it felt right.
Being deprived of an act that makes a man a man is what makes it feel so right for this gimp.
it has instantly changed it from a man to an object, something to be used for their enjoyment and not its own.
If it finds enjoyment in making Men happy then that is good, but now its pleasure is secondary and it will never get that release from masturbating ever again.
it is now chaste and permalocked.
The countdown to the anniversary of being locked in chastity for a year is now on the horizon and that will be achieved when other subs are enduring No Nut November.
It doesn't end there.
That might be an achievement but it is now simply its life.
Day 300 will come and go nothing will change, just as day 365 will. The day after its cock will still be inaccessible and forgotten by everyone but the gimp.
That need to submit further and to be reduced to an object lifestyle will continue to grow.
its urge to please and serve it's owner and others is getting stronger every moment that passes.
it needs little to survive but offers so much.
In the last 300 days it has learnt a lot about its true reality and being; from learning that it isn't an individual but an object, to being more useful to its owner without expecting anything in return.
it is on a journey to remove its ego, to physically become better, stronger and more aesthetic, to learn how best to please its superiors and to understand that it has no right to make decisions or choose anything.
it is a gimp.
Has it really been 300 days since the device was locked around its cock and is this really a life sentence?
it has spent the last 20 years or more using chastity on and off, not because it was a bit of fun or to test its resolve, but because it felt right.
Being deprived of an act that makes a man a man is what makes it feel so right for this gimp.
it has instantly changed it from a man to an object, something to be used for their enjoyment and not its own.
If it finds enjoyment in making Men happy then that is good, but now its pleasure is secondary and it will never get that release from masturbating ever again.
it is now chaste and permalocked.
The countdown to the anniversary of being locked in chastity for a year is now on the horizon and that will be achieved when other subs are enduring No Nut November.
It doesn't end there.
That might be an achievement but it is now simply its life.
Day 300 will come and go nothing will change, just as day 365 will. The day after its cock will still be inaccessible and forgotten by everyone but the gimp.
That need to submit further and to be reduced to an object lifestyle will continue to grow.
its urge to please and serve it's owner and others is getting stronger every moment that passes.
it needs little to survive but offers so much.
In the last 300 days it has learnt a lot about its true reality and being; from learning that it isn't an individual but an object, to being more useful to its owner without expecting anything in return.
it is on a journey to remove its ego, to physically become better, stronger and more aesthetic, to learn how best to please its superiors and to understand that it has no right to make decisions or choose anything.
it is a gimp.
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