Day 306
Day 306 it has always known it was different. Clever kid, bullied at school, always alert to new ideas and possibilities. When it came down to it being controlled and ordered about, however, things felt much better, giving it direction and purpose. it can go off at tangents and constantly look for new things to do. it never wants to stop. it always feels like there is something else to do. Sometimes this makes it feel depressed and low that it can't do all that it wants to. Being a gimp, being controlled doesn't stop it from advancing its knowledge or doing things. It is just done in a controlled manner with strong guidance and leadership from its Owner. it used to be an individual. Now it is an extension of its Owner. it is a tool to be used. Tools are useful if they can do many things. A dumb tool is like a blunt knife so why would anyone want one? it spends a lot of its time working hard to make its Owner's life more comfortable. Cooking, cleaning, doing DIY,...